Well, I seem to be feeling quite a bit better these days... mood-wise. I no longer feel like I'm teetering on the edge of depression. I probably wasn't really teetering. I was there. But I am very fortunate to have the support of friends and a good therapist.
So now that I'm no longer feeling at the bottom staring up the long climb back to feeling sort of normal... well, now what? I've still got so much uncertainty around me. That's tough for a planner like myself. I want to start feeling like I'm choosing my direction again. I've spent lots of my life just sort of floating along where life has taken me. A few years ago I started feeling like I was choosing the direction, at least in some areas of my life. This past last year has kind of thrown me and I've had that floating feeling again. Time to see the directions around me and make choices that take me in the healthy directions. No floating... moving with purpose. :) And when bad choices are made I must remember every day is a new day. Every moment is a new moment. If a bad choice is made... just make a good choice to get back on track. :)
Enough self-help psychobabble for tonight... my good choice at the moment is to shut down and go to sleep. :)
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